Thursday, April 27, 2017

Facing your fears

Well I have my appointment with the endocrinologist today.  I don't know for sure that they will do a biopsy but I'm prepared if they do.  I've thought a lot the past few days about Job.  Now I am no where near the type of person Job was but yet it seems that God has chosen to allow all of these different trials to come at once.  If it wasn't for the Lord and the church family He has given me I don't know if I could make it.  It has felt like the old saying has come true when it rains it pours but I realize now that it's ok.  God's got this.  It rained on Job and he never cursed God.  It's raining now but with the strength that the Lord gives I will stand I will glorify Him no matter what.  I've prayed for years that if it took me facing major sickness to save my family that the Lord would do it.  I don't know yet what this is but all I want from it is His name glorified and souls to be saved.  It's funny you would think I would be scared right now but I'm not.  Whatever it is and whatever it means I know He's in control and will bring me thru either on this side or the other.  Life is full of curveballs and trials it's how we handle them that makes a difference.

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